WolfShadowYuma
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There is a pulse here... somewhere. Heh~
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Dusting off this place a bit, I know mostly no one remembers me, or that no one wants to. But years pass and something better rolls out. Been no activity since 2015? Gunna change a lot of things on this account slowly and redo ALL of my characters in do time. I am in no rush. Since i have no functioning computer tablet. It is slow. I have a whole lot of sketches in my pad though.
But hopefully, anyone who knows me and wants to drop a line may do so. Would like to hear from people who I used to chat with. If not then, I hope you have a good day and I'll be around. :3
But hopefully, anyone who knows me and wants to drop a line may do so. Would like to hear from people who I used to chat with. If not then, I hope you have a good day and I'll be around. :3
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A wolf fell from the sky
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Hai All! Sorry for the leave of absence, life took me by storm and led me to experiences that I wasn't expecting or ready for. But! I'm better now! I have my Kitty too! I hope to get back into arting again and I should post up my paintings I did. Hope you are all taking care of yourself!
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***Warning, Venting
2 min read
Texting isn't a way to talk right. Walking away without both parties to speak is not appropriate neither.
. . .
I just wish this pain I have now wouldn't kill me so much inside... This pain is driving me insane... I don't wanna live without you present in my life!... NO. No one can take your place! I WON'T BEEE Happy without YOU in my Life! As much as you say I'll be happier in the arms of another. I WON'T. As much you think it. I CAN'T! I feel sick and nauseous in the mere thought of another!!... I can't eat... my sleep is restless... I can't think to myself if not I break out in tears. . . I had to be excused from working on the main floor to going to the backroom or bathroom to cry my eyes out... I'd rather miss you everyday.... than not have you in my life...It's been 10+ Years! Your in my life Alexandra Lea! No Matter how you look at it! No matter how you RUN from it! It's a truth, a fact. I'm NOT a bandaid to just 'rip off' because I was never a bandaid to begin with. Your burned into me, and even if the burn heals, a scar is left in its wake. All because of distance, you may think it's impossible, but It's NOT. We have seen each other face to face once before and it was THE MOST HAPPIEST I have ever been... I have accepted you whole heart and everything that comes with you to have you just give up on the idea?! It doesn't sound like you would let your dreams go! You had wanted the surgery for a few YEARS and you just wanna give up!? Looking for places to move to that accepts it? Was that all for not?! Was I all for not?...
Te Nesesito Mi Amor...
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I just wish this pain I have now wouldn't kill me so much inside... This pain is driving me insane... I don't wanna live without you present in my life!... NO. No one can take your place! I WON'T BEEE Happy without YOU in my Life! As much as you say I'll be happier in the arms of another. I WON'T. As much you think it. I CAN'T! I feel sick and nauseous in the mere thought of another!!... I can't eat... my sleep is restless... I can't think to myself if not I break out in tears. . . I had to be excused from working on the main floor to going to the backroom or bathroom to cry my eyes out... I'd rather miss you everyday.... than not have you in my life...It's been 10+ Years! Your in my life Alexandra Lea! No Matter how you look at it! No matter how you RUN from it! It's a truth, a fact. I'm NOT a bandaid to just 'rip off' because I was never a bandaid to begin with. Your burned into me, and even if the burn heals, a scar is left in its wake. All because of distance, you may think it's impossible, but It's NOT. We have seen each other face to face once before and it was THE MOST HAPPIEST I have ever been... I have accepted you whole heart and everything that comes with you to have you just give up on the idea?! It doesn't sound like you would let your dreams go! You had wanted the surgery for a few YEARS and you just wanna give up!? Looking for places to move to that accepts it? Was that all for not?! Was I all for not?...
Te Nesesito Mi Amor...
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I GET TAGGED! ...oh joy.. THANK YOU 
Don't know if I should thank you for getting me distracted by my own dark cloud..
My Questions:
1. What would you do if you woke up one day as the opposite gender/sex?
2. If there's one thing you could change or add to this world, what would it be?
3. Believe in extraterrestrials? Why/why not?
4. What is your New Year's resolution?
5. When writing/artsing what position and place is most comfortable?
6. If you were offered vampirism or lycanthrope, would you take it?
7. Favorite kind of music? List a song or two.
8. Want tattoos? Where and what kind?
9. Who do you look up to, real or fictional? Why?
10. Have you been so inspired that you couldn't get it out? If so, how do you deal with it?
My Answers:
Bere with me, I don't know how this will go:
1. What would you do if you woke up one day as the opposite gender/sex?
Ahhhhhh, Walk with no shirt onnnnnn~~~ and not get stared at for my chest. But my abdominal~ (Oh I will have some, or try to XD)
That and.. well, nothing like a 'second head' to get a second opinion on things.
2. If there's one thing you could change or add to this world, what would it be?
I would add a transporter to every transportation station. Or a holodeck to every large mall. Yes.... the future will be.
3. Believe in extraterrestrials? Why/why not?
I do think we have something else out there, why not? Maybe we humans just lost the ability to see things like fairies and phoenixes. So, extraterrestrials aren't too far of a stretch for me to see. They are watching us, waiting.. to take us by storm. Or to enlighten. Or even to the fact we kill our own kind and they stay away or watch us burn... I don't wanna touch our spices sometimes, not even with 99 and a half foot pole..
4. What is your New Year's resolution?
To get fit and stay healthy, todo a little bit of excise everyday or every two days. So far so good!
5. When writing/artsing what position and place is most comfortable?
Well I have not a desk so, I art a lot on the floor or on my bed with something propping my computer.
6. If you were offered vampirism or lycanthrope, would you take it?
Game! Lycanthrope for the win please! You know how wicked it would be to shift to four paws and run rampaid to anywhere? (without getting poached mind you)
Having soft fur, speed, excellent eyesight in the dark as well as day. I wouldn't worry on how I got home half the time if I was able to shift. (lol, and puppy my way with food~)
7. Favorite kind of music? List a song or <s>two</s> ..ten.
Well, heavy metal ,metal core, power rock, electric instrumental, hard rock, symphonic metal, symphonic rock, gothic metal, doom metal, electronic rock, alternative metal, industrial metal, electronic music, post-grunge..... the list goes on.. Irish drinking songs due to a certain someone..
Ahhh.. songs I would recommend would be...
1. Santana - Into The Night = w=~
2. Kings of Leon - Sex on Fire
3. Aiden - Cry Little Sister
4. Velvet - Fix Me
5. Incubus - Dig
6. My Darkest Days - Move Your Body
7. Goo Goo Dolls - Iris
8. Hollywood Undead - Lion
9. Shakira - Shewolf
10. Celldweller - Switchback
Annnddd that is all. For now. . w.
8. Want tattoos? Where and what kind?
I have a tattoo on my back that I drew myself, it is two bat wings and a wolf paw in the middle.
One wing is black, the other white, one old, one new. Fly the night and run the earth~
I do want another under my neck on my upper back, and another I want my mate to create. >w> I HOPE YOU READING THISSS XD
9. Who do you look up to, real or fictional? Why?
Well, my godmother is one and she always inspired me to be better (even if she can be harsh.)
But when it came to religion, whom I love, me telling my family I was bi.. (that took me awhile and hell broke loose when I said it),
and what I like doing or what I want to do, if I needed help in something, she has helped me in her Own ways, and I love her.
10. Have you been so inspired that you couldn't get it out? If so, how do you deal with it?
BOOKS! READING! Once I get int a book i NEED to finish it. Lol. Usually it makes me wanna sketch out the characters I'm reading about and helps me then wanna draw My characters.
Anime, has to be a new one I take great interest into, or an old one I love seeing over again.
Listing to Trance music (varied)
RPing sometimes helps.
Seeing a movie works too.. and I think that is all I can think of for now.
I TAG~:
Your Q's and A's Areeeee~:
1. Grabbing the nearest book to you, tell me what book your reading and the first sentence someone says.
2. If you had an option on learning a language (besides english) when you were growing up, which would it be and why?
3. Using the first letter of your first name, what animal did you just get turned into?
4. Want piercings/tattoos? Where and what kind?
5. Referring to the last book/anime/movie you've seen/read would you be able to survive in that scenerio? If not, how will it go?
6. Tell me the SoundTrack of your life. (Pick a movie/anime soundtracks...Please not Jurassic Park..-palms- )
7. Superpower time! What is your peer and how did you get it? (and noooo magical girls! XDD)
8. You live in an era of magical creatures, and you are a rider, what would you have for a steed and what power would it have?
9. You got sucked into the last game you played, what protagonist are you?
10. Name a few places you wish to travel to in the future. i.e. Ierland, Rome, ect.
Don't know if I should thank you for getting me distracted by my own dark cloud..My Questions:
1. What would you do if you woke up one day as the opposite gender/sex?
2. If there's one thing you could change or add to this world, what would it be?
3. Believe in extraterrestrials? Why/why not?
4. What is your New Year's resolution?
5. When writing/artsing what position and place is most comfortable?
6. If you were offered vampirism or lycanthrope, would you take it?
7. Favorite kind of music? List a song or two.
8. Want tattoos? Where and what kind?
9. Who do you look up to, real or fictional? Why?
10. Have you been so inspired that you couldn't get it out? If so, how do you deal with it?
My Answers:
Bere with me, I don't know how this will go:
1. What would you do if you woke up one day as the opposite gender/sex?
Ahhhhhh, Walk with no shirt onnnnnn~~~ and not get stared at for my chest. But my abdominal~ (Oh I will have some, or try to XD)
That and.. well, nothing like a 'second head' to get a second opinion on things.
2. If there's one thing you could change or add to this world, what would it be?
I would add a transporter to every transportation station. Or a holodeck to every large mall. Yes.... the future will be.
3. Believe in extraterrestrials? Why/why not?
I do think we have something else out there, why not? Maybe we humans just lost the ability to see things like fairies and phoenixes. So, extraterrestrials aren't too far of a stretch for me to see. They are watching us, waiting.. to take us by storm. Or to enlighten. Or even to the fact we kill our own kind and they stay away or watch us burn... I don't wanna touch our spices sometimes, not even with 99 and a half foot pole..
4. What is your New Year's resolution?
To get fit and stay healthy, todo a little bit of excise everyday or every two days. So far so good!
5. When writing/artsing what position and place is most comfortable?
Well I have not a desk so, I art a lot on the floor or on my bed with something propping my computer.
6. If you were offered vampirism or lycanthrope, would you take it?
Game! Lycanthrope for the win please! You know how wicked it would be to shift to four paws and run rampaid to anywhere? (without getting poached mind you)
Having soft fur, speed, excellent eyesight in the dark as well as day. I wouldn't worry on how I got home half the time if I was able to shift. (lol, and puppy my way with food~)
7. Favorite kind of music? List a song or <s>two</s> ..ten.
Well, heavy metal ,metal core, power rock, electric instrumental, hard rock, symphonic metal, symphonic rock, gothic metal, doom metal, electronic rock, alternative metal, industrial metal, electronic music, post-grunge..... the list goes on.. Irish drinking songs due to a certain someone..
Ahhh.. songs I would recommend would be...
1. Santana - Into The Night = w=~
2. Kings of Leon - Sex on Fire
3. Aiden - Cry Little Sister
4. Velvet - Fix Me
5. Incubus - Dig
6. My Darkest Days - Move Your Body
7. Goo Goo Dolls - Iris
8. Hollywood Undead - Lion
9. Shakira - Shewolf
10. Celldweller - Switchback
Annnddd that is all. For now. . w.
8. Want tattoos? Where and what kind?
I have a tattoo on my back that I drew myself, it is two bat wings and a wolf paw in the middle.
One wing is black, the other white, one old, one new. Fly the night and run the earth~
I do want another under my neck on my upper back, and another I want my mate to create. >w> I HOPE YOU READING THISSS XD
9. Who do you look up to, real or fictional? Why?
Well, my godmother is one and she always inspired me to be better (even if she can be harsh.)
But when it came to religion, whom I love, me telling my family I was bi.. (that took me awhile and hell broke loose when I said it),
and what I like doing or what I want to do, if I needed help in something, she has helped me in her Own ways, and I love her.
10. Have you been so inspired that you couldn't get it out? If so, how do you deal with it?
BOOKS! READING! Once I get int a book i NEED to finish it. Lol. Usually it makes me wanna sketch out the characters I'm reading about and helps me then wanna draw My characters.
Anime, has to be a new one I take great interest into, or an old one I love seeing over again.
Listing to Trance music (varied)
RPing sometimes helps.
Seeing a movie works too.. and I think that is all I can think of for now.
I TAG~:
Your Q's and A's Areeeee~:
1. Grabbing the nearest book to you, tell me what book your reading and the first sentence someone says.
2. If you had an option on learning a language (besides english) when you were growing up, which would it be and why?
3. Using the first letter of your first name, what animal did you just get turned into?
4. Want piercings/tattoos? Where and what kind?
5. Referring to the last book/anime/movie you've seen/read would you be able to survive in that scenerio? If not, how will it go?
6. Tell me the SoundTrack of your life. (Pick a movie/anime soundtracks...Please not Jurassic Park..-palms- )
7. Superpower time! What is your peer and how did you get it? (and noooo magical girls! XDD)
8. You live in an era of magical creatures, and you are a rider, what would you have for a steed and what power would it have?
9. You got sucked into the last game you played, what protagonist are you?
10. Name a few places you wish to travel to in the future. i.e. Ierland, Rome, ect.
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{Vent} F***ing ass****...
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The guy roomate I am rooming with, who doesn't really Live often in the house, who is a pig and gross and sick asks "When is your boyfriend coming over?" I ask why and he asks me he just wants to know his 'ETA' (exact time of arrival) and I tell him that he wants his car and such... (realising I SAID THIS TO HIM BEFORE after he left my door from asking me). UGH! I wanna hit him!! He says 'I wander if he is afraid of being committed to you. I ask him what does he mean as he walks downstairs. I follow asking again. "Well if he says he wants to and yet isn't more sure then He is afraid. Scared." he turns to put his jacket on. I pick up the first thing and toss it at him and he takes the hit as I stand for my boyfriend and He gets cocky. "You hit me when you don't like something, Maybe tht is why he is Afraid. Scared of YOU being violent and bitch. Oh... maybe then your nickname 'Wolfie' was a GOOD nickname." i refrain from throwing anything from being violent as he says as he opens the door to leave the house and I just stand there... in tears... unsure waht to say or do...
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